Regrets so far: That I didn't get to see Infinite on their U.S. tour, that I didn't win autograph sessions with Teen Top at KCON, and that I watched Win: Who Is Next in the first place. The heartache.. and now the pains of a new fandom. I had a nightmare this week where Winner never became big, where one member died, and the group disintegrated into anonymity. Wtf.. I'm appalled at the level of torture my brain conceives up in my sleep.
Read on for what I occupy myself with when I'm not asleep, what I do when groups don't promote, ship wars, ships, Kpop awards, and more.